Noelle is my name. Capricorn.Survivor of Life.Believer in Love.And my story well it is still being written.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
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I have tried for the last few minutes to find a title for this entry. Upon each thought i still can’t find one title that is endurable enough to fit her ways. I used to think I had met every type of evil there was,but then I met her. You know like there are some people you grow on or they grow on you? Well she wasn’t the case.She is the true definition of sinister. I used to be able to hide my thoughts and play pretend. In these days it isn’t the case anymore. She is the dictator of my body and she holds me prisoner each day.Every morning I wake up to look into a mirror I’m not happy looking back at.She thought she was helping me,little did she know.She crushed me whole so I could feel her agony. Her agony is one that rages from the ground below. I wish he could understand I can’t go on with her here. sometimes I pretend late at night she disappeared somewhere far away. when I hear her cough or shove furniture ,I cringe down my spine. She is an untamed horse the kind that will lash out at you at an unexpected moment. She is no house broken dog. she barks she sneers and evil routines begin. I know he tells me just hold on and lifts me up once more. But she’s connected to my soul as if she were a leech talking nutrients and bone density from me at each glare. she leaves me malnourished and I am reminded of her when I feed my bodies needs. I see her at the scale when I haven’t made my weeks numbers. Everyday I try to remember I won’t make her mistakes but she throws her foot out so I have to trip to get to my destiny.If she takes him which I know she intends to. I hope he won’t fall for her ways. Even if I no longer can gaze into his wondrous eyes. dear God I pray you protect him from her demeaning soul. Make him happy and free like he had me at day one. And if I can’t help him escape in near time. Please god find him a woman who will be ten times smarter than me that will help him run away. Because I know she won’t make her standards, dear god please let him see she’s the one and ignore the satan that delievered his hollow and neglectful body.
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☆† flowers in my hair and demons in my head †☆
twinsies<3
nature winds and walks<3
Johnny Depp and Winona Ryder at The Golden Globe awards 1991
umbedega we need to try this;)
I want a night
with you.
I want to close
the curtains.
I want to lay in bed
and feel you breathing.
I want the only noise
to be my inhale
replying to your exhale.
I want to trace my fingers
along every line and curve
of your back.
I want to feel your face
buried into my neck.
I want to lay like this
and feel every worry
melt
the same way that I melt
when I am with you.